Let me put it this way: I could have switched out the vials for medical grade doses of laxatives a month ago. I didn't. Though believe me, I considered it. That's how much more control I have over this situation than you do.
We're part of a fraternal club. Brothers in track-marked arms. As long as you're here, I'm going to feel responsible for you. I don't want to see you hit rock bottom, and not only because I'd be the one cleaning up the mess.
No, they die because they've spent too long drinking and not taking care of their arteries. Or because they get cancer. Or because an artery goes nuts and ruptures in the back of their brain. Or because they get hit by a car, or get shot, or a hundred other ways people can depart this mortal plane.
You just want it to be because of you so you have a reason to blame yourself for something you probably didn't do.
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dont talk about him
fuck you
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you dont know what the fuck your taking about
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ever assume maybe its none of your fucking business
what about that GENIUS
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fuckin hialrious
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Look, this is more than most people ever get. You should be grateful I care at all.
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lemme just fall over in grattitde that you CARE so much you wanna tell me waht to do with my life
you aint fuckin responsilbe for me
cw: addiction talk
We're part of a fraternal club. Brothers in track-marked arms. As long as you're here, I'm going to feel responsible for you. I don't want to see you hit rock bottom, and not only because I'd be the one cleaning up the mess.
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[ If a text can be apathetic, though, this one is. ]
it desnt fucking matter
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i cant have it
i fucked it up
so who fuckin caresw
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ok
is that what u wanna hear
fuck
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[ Ugh. Okay. He can do this. ]
I'm worried about you.
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i fuck everything up
hes better off withtout me
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everybody dies
everybody dies cause of me
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You just want it to be because of you so you have a reason to blame yourself for something you probably didn't do.
It's okay, I do the same thing.
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they get shot cause of me
they oded cause of me
i killed lottie
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What? When?
[ Now he's trying to figure out when he'd last seen Lottie, where she might be. ]
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they kileld her to stp me
she died cause of me
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It happened in the Void.
[ Oh, Jesse. ]
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it always happens
they always die
it cant happen to him too
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